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The bus was filling up with morning commuters, school children and shoppers or like Blunt making his way to bus driver training. He wasstaring out of the window at the people hurrying their way through as hower, wondering what had happened to Jim. The last time theyspoke was twenty years ago when Jim phoned from Amsterdam. Hesounded happy. Playing guitar in a band. Playing left handed with aguitar whose strings were strung for a right handed player. TypicalJim - upside down. When they had got back to Britain they'd splitup. Jim had headed for Manchester while he went to London andjoined some acquintances from Marrakech in a squat. Blunt thought itstrange the way it is so easy to lose touch with friends. There was a succession of squats in Stoke Newington and jobs in Hackney, mostly driving. A poor inner city borough where affluencesat cheek by jowl with poverty. A multilingual hive of activity, its schools teaching children with 79 different mother tongues. A worldcould be explored or a prison for the poor could it make. He was still writing poetry. The aid to his psyche whilst isolated bylanguage in Stammheim was still his learning tool and the acid yearswere over. Of all the LSD he dropped, Blunt couldn't replicate the first, repeat the depth and clarity of the purple haze. Marijuana? That was something else. His drug of choice that he wouldoccassionally wish to forsake but always returned to. Unlike alcohol which he could take or leave.
Blunt joined a worker writers workshop - the original WWW - organised by the Workers Education Association in Hackney. A local community centre funded by council grant, Centreprise hosted the weekly meetings. They had a bookshop, a cafe and meeting rooms. It was always full, bustling with activity as people chased words and meanings in books or animated chats over a cup of tea. Blunt enjoyed the workshop, the first time he had found respect for what he thought and wrote. The community centre published local writers. Put their words into books and gave life to the wide worlds local histories. Novels and poetry, childrens stories and folk tales brought across borders searched for readers. They could never print enough. The worker writer group published an anthology of their work and some of Blunts poetry found its way into it. He looks back on most of his verse from that time as useless. One or two he still felt proud of but most shouldn't have seen the light of day. Other contributers to the anthology were brilliant. An old secular Jewish couple, Lotte and Ziggy Moos. Refugees from Hitler's Germany with no family left to return to, they had settled in Hackney. They wrote luminous, gentle poems questing for truth and a world without borders. Howard Mingham made words with rhythm, rhyme and reason that delved deep in the must rising from pavements and people, extracting nuggets of verse. Howard turned Blunt onto Neruda and the verb made sensual. It was a sad day when he was found broken bodied at the base of a Hackney tower block. His lucid words not able to hold him anymore. He sent a copy of the groups first book to his mother who was over-the-moon pleased, but his father just thought him a 'poofter'. Blunt joined the Communist Party around the same time he got involved with the worker writers. He joined the CP as it was going through a convulsion. It was debating it's future programme and entrenched positions had already been drawn and they started calling each other names. Tankies and Euros. In the Blue corner were the 'Tankies' and in the Red corner the 'Euros', the boxing metaphor was apposite so deep was the animosity. The 'Tankies' were considered anti-democratic Stalinists by the 'Euros', and the 'Euros' were considered elitist middle-class wankers by the 'Tankies'. And both terms were spat out with unhidden malice as though by loading the word with spittle and loathing could neutralise the ideas behind them. The divide was both ideological and generational. The baby-boomers were mostly 'Euros' who found their politics with students actions in the years from '68. Took Gramsci as their theoretician. Not Lenin. Recognised that revolutionary change was more complex, involved more forces than just a class. Was not a moment but a diverse process. The 'Tankies' were from that generation who saw Uncle Joe as savior against the Nazi's barbarism. The Leader. It was true, the Soviet Union did bare the brunt of fighting in Europe, sacrificed millions and tore the belly out of the German war-machine. No matter what Hollywood war films may propagandise. Without the broken sieges of Stalingrad and Leningrad, without the Russian winter, Europe would be Nazi now. And any criticism of 'actual existing socialism' is a betrayal of that legacy. Before he came to the CP Blunt had learned one fundamental truth on his travels, that the only way of trying to understanding this world which could prove fruitful, was to stand critical to it. To ask questions of it. Be empirical with it. He may have been a total right off in science at school but it had kindled in him this one over-riding truth and which was made real by travel. He also understood where the 'Tankies' were coming from. The years of hardship they had endured. The cold war had taken its toll. He remembered his father telling him a story about the job he was doing driving petrol tankers when Blunt was a toddler. His employer had called him into the office and demanded his CP membership or his job. Blunt's father had a young family to raise and had lived the General Strike and its aftermath - the poverty in unemployability. Such was the political atmosphere in the Cold War that if he was sacked his work mates would have voted not to strike in his support. He choose to confine his activity to the TGWU and left the CP. The CP lost 10, 000 members to the cold war. Twenty percent. Decimated twice over. The 'Tankies' stuck to it through Hungary and Czechoslovakia, holding to a faith. Their emotional committment to the cause outweighing the need for intellectual rigour and clarity. They kept the CP alive in the trade unions and affected progress at the shop floor and in wages. Had done good in an economistic sort of way. With the Quakers, the CP had kept CND functioning during its lean years, in the time of the super-powers equilibrium and Assured Mutual Destruction. Kept it going until its second coming. Electorally the CP were reduced to a few local councillors around the country, most noticably in Leiston, a small town with Sizewell B nuclear reactor being built a few miles away. A few months after he joined, Blunt went as a visitor to the Congress that decided on the new programme, The British Road to Socialism. The culmination of the arguement. He went to hear, wondering why some of the baby-booming generation were joining the CP. Wondering why he had joined himself. Despite the end of the optimistic 60's the baby-boomers were still carrying it like a beacon, thinking they could change anything. Even democratic centralism - the original oxymoron. That contradiction in terms which was the heart and organising principle of CP's world wide; 'once policy is decided organisation is all'. Even if the policy is wrong and/or decided by the leadership. Blunt held some of the 60's optimism still. His poetry carried it but he couldn't do the mental gymnastics required to understand democratic centralism no matter how hard he tried. His main reason for joining the CP was to outdo his father in principle. The 'Euros' won the programme with the help of the Executive Committee or more precisely, the hand full of full-timers who manouvered and dissembled like the 'professional' revolutionaries they were. But the CP was fatally split. The policy may be won, maybe right, but a majority of the membership didn't understand it or were oppossed to it. Factions formed and democratic centralism bit the dust, but was given lip service by all in public. A deceit that would be buried, lost amongst the revelations of deceits to come. For the next eight years a political struggle would rage through CP branches, weaking much of its local and community activity, disabling much of its influence in the trades unions. There were a few exceptions. Hackney was one. The divide was sharp, but despite it the Hackney CP grew with new, younger university educated members moving into the area for jobs and cheap housing. The CP's broad approach to political activity, its committment to anti-racism won it much influence within the local political society. Blunt had never been so active, doing so much and meeting so many new people. He was working, writing, reading, attending meetings, organising and loving again. Voluptuous Joyce. Rubenesque, beautiful, talented and always laughing. They lived together for a year, the longest Blunt would stay with anybody. It was fun and tempetuous. They would take nights out at alternative theatre, the first time Blunt had been to the theatre since, Wesker's 'Chips with Everything', accompanied by his parents as a boy. Touring companies were well funded when Blunt and Joyce were going to the theatre, the immediacy, intimacy, and the engagement of theatre impressed on him its ability to question or re-inforce ideas. Agitprop was everywhere. Brecht had been resurrected. Joyce extended his musically choices. Dylan and the american folk tradition epitomised by Guthrie would always be there, but reggae, African and Gaelic folk joined his music library. Instrumentation joining lyric as the driving force to his musical preference. His reading was prodigious. Neruda, Piercy, Langston and Ted Hughes, Owen, Angelo, Fannon, Shelley, Jong, Marx, Caudwell, McDiarmed, Hamburger, Walcott, Mitchell, Mayakovsky, Gramsci, Morrison, Cardenal, Harrison, Brecht, Blake, Thiongo, Nkrumah, Baudelaire and a hundred-and-more others; the rarely sung poets of the worker writer movement; the writers of a thousand magazine and newspaper articles; all their words passed before his eyes and through his mind. Changeing, moulding or not, his understandings as their words impacted the daily reality of his life. He blossomed but was doing to much, trying to be super human. He had not yet dismissed Neitsche's answer to the problems of the world. While he was attending a CP branch meeting, a discussion on the present political situation and organisation for the upcoming local elections, he had to stop his contribution half way through and find a door jamb to scratch his back of an itch his hands couldn't reach. He felt a bit embarrassed as the twenty or so comrades laughed, temporarily united at his expense, but the discomfort needed immediate relief. Over the last year or so he'd had to do this, scratch his back on a door jamb once or twice and never thought anything of it. Just a natural scratch like a bear, and whoever he was with, always giggled. He didn't know it, but the multiple sclerosis was slowly starting to show itself. The ex-medic was ignorant of relapsing/remitting MS as it crept its insidious way through his central nervous system leaving plaques of scared cells like blown fuses. Disrupting the transmission of electrical and chemical messages. Short relapses would occur every year or so. He would be snappy sharp with people, excusing it later in profuse apologies as his 'temper'. Short psychological spasms over in seconds. Parasthesia would affect a part of his body, hyper-sensitise his skin for a minute or so and be easily forgotten. His back and rectal sphincter the most common site. Anal retentive would have taken on another new meaning if he had known. He was just 26. He was doing to much. Something had to give and to start it was Joyce. The break up was aweful. The stress had him scratching his a arse a lot as the secret parasthesia nipped. He felt quilty as sin after all she had given him when she left for the Orkneys, taking her music and her love, but he got on with it. Carried on living his life and hoped she could with hers. He was still doing to much and something else had to give. And it was poetry. Blunt gradually relinguished it, put his thinking in community, CP and trades union activity. Fun years of working, reading, film going, campaigning, loving. They called it the horizontal Party so overt the sex and shuffling of partners. The Hackney CP had a phenomenal social life through the 70's. A young and vibrant party attracting hundreds of people in their twenties to gather and drink, dance, smoke and laugh and search for love, or be stuck in earnest and animated conversation, dissecting the minutiae of dialectical materialism. As always with the CP, these 'socials' would be fund raisers and Blunt could never remember one losing money. Food and booze are lucractive earners, at the CP social or in the high street. Campaigning he enjoyed the most now he wasn't writing poetry. Being on the street meeting people, organising, marching. That is what he lived for now. Enjoying the confrontation with Nazi paper sellers down Brick Lane. Revelling the victory in forcing them out and ending some of the intimidation and hostility against the Bangla Deshi community whose home the area was. It had the beneficial effect of introducing Blunt to some of the best curries and hang-over cures outside the sub-continent. Many loves came his way and all he wanted to explore, find some connection and the extent, the depth of the love. One night stands became obvious the morning after as is their way. Intense three month loves were common, the pattern since Fitz. The next step, the deepening of a relationships commitment and meaning forever proving ellusive. The ability to negotiate a way through to monogamy laid siege by his childhood traumas. Political meetings got tedious. The repetition of position statements in the branches replaced most forms of activity, even selling the Morning Star outside the Post Office on a Saturday morning. Blunt had started working for Hackney council. Driving again. This time a mechanical broom. After a few months he was elected a shop-steward and from then on most of his working time was spent on union activity. One of his members, Lloyd, a 40 year old Jamaican, full of patios and smiles and with whom Blunt had the occassional breakfast spliff (bush, you can't drive on senssi), showed him his payslip for the week. Lloyd had been driving a sludge gulper for the previous two years after being promoted from driving a small truck collecting the road-sweepers full bags. The new job meant a re-grading of his employment, an increase in his hourly rate, but it hadn't been actioned. For the last two years he had been underpaid. It was typical of a racist somewhere along the admistrative line being bold while the NF seemed to be growing. It was Lloyd's supervisor, he had not passed on the information to the wages section. Spiteful, mean and petty. Blunt was immediately at personel demanding a regrading and disciplinary against the supervisor. They dragged their heels, but eventually worked out that Lloyd was owed £2, 000. The supervisor was moved instead of being sacked as he should have been. The manual workforce on the council was vast. Yet most of the shop-stewards were white and the casual passing of racist remarks at meetings would keep it that way unless challenged. Blunt's CP membership meant he had access to the Black, Asian and anti-racist organisations in the borough and thought he could arrange a meeting with them and the Manual Shop Stewards Committee. He thought it would be quite simple. Getting the agreement of the stewards proved easy, they agreed to write to the organisations inviting them to a meeting to discuss racism in the borough, try and maybe find some common ground. A month later at the next meeting, Blunt asked if their had been any reply to the invitation. The Secretary, a big burly white East Ender, a man prone to demagoguery, megalomania and mendacity, said he hadn't received a reply yet. Blunt spoke to some comrades in the Black, Asian and anti-racist organisations and they said they haven't received an invite. It took another three months just to get the invites sorted out and the meeting, meeting. It was the first time that representatives of the manual workers on the Council and race based community groups had come together, met each other face to face and try to find some common ground or not. Unlike the majority of council officers, most manual workers lived in the borough and their interests were similar and complimentary to that of the community organisations. Blunt had been warned that the meeting could get out of hand with people screaming, shouting, throwing racist abuse and punches. That no good would come of it. None of this happened even though some of his CP comrades were fearful but they recognised that doing nothing was not an option. The scaremongers were just that, or people in positions on the Council whose interests and power would be undermined by such a meeting. His conviction that if people who had never met but believed the monstering, the demonising and the outright lies in the national and local press about each other, got together, met and talked (albeit in a formal setting) then all this would be seen for what it was. Just lies designed to keep people apart - make them Other to each other. That it would dissipate and all that seemed true would dissolve as mist in the light of the morning sun. He was over optimistic for the outcome of the meeting but he didn't care. The worst prophecies were completely unfounded. Some of the discussion was sharp but never vicious. For two hours ideas and histories were raised and thought over without resort to insult. By the end some preconceptions had been changed and new respect generated. Some of the shop stewards weren't happy that what they had thought everybody thought was not the case. That the hate they felt was only true to a very small minority of them. They had been isolated and their ideology undermined. The Secretary was fuming. Blunts tenacity had weakened and exposed him to the wider community. He was not to be trusted. Despite the animosity generated between the two, The Secretary supported his election to NUPE's area and divisional committees. Even supported Blunt's nomination as Chair of NUPE's London Division. Keep him busy and away from the borough was the thinking. It benefitted Blunt. Being Chair of London NUPE raised his political profile in the CP substantially. His housing situation had improved. He no longer lived in squats. The dilapidated, leaky hovels and procession of bailiffs had, he hoped, been left behind. Was getting tired of it. He was sharing a five bedroom flat above a community nursery in the heart of Hackney with three beautiful women and another man. All single and not fucking each other. Rumours were rife about the goings on. One of the thicker shop-stewards made a suprise visit to the flat, spying for the Secretary. Trying to find 'deviance' to use in revenge for the anti-racist meeting. “I couldn't live here without raping the women. How do you do it?” Joe Thick had asked with a sneer. “Quite easy really. I treat them as human beings.” Blunt replied as he threw him out the flat. Another enemy in the union confirmed. The flat was big. All the rooms were high and spacious. The kitchen was 20'x20'. The building used to be a deanery to a church and was built in the gothic style of the late 19th century. Its church had been knocked down to make way for a new council housing estate and the deanery was next for demolition, but a local group with CP members had campaigned to save it and make the deanery a community nursery. It was four floors tall and was converted into a nursery and a massive flat with two floors each. The flat provided extra income for the nursery. Blunt had found his way there by invite to replace one of the original founders who was moving on to set up home with a girlfriend. The multiple sclerosis was still winding its way, slowly progressing, slowly scaring and slowly, quietly gaining momentum; a relapse here, a remit there; a parasthesia here, a parasthesia there and an occassional, inappropriate snappiness. Some re-myelation during remission meant the parasthesia was never permanent but became more pronounced each time. Dylan was played a lot in the flat. “You don't know what is happening/Do you, Mr Jones”, it's personal meaning for Blunt still many years distant before self-recognition. His political and trades union presence had been noted by the leaderships. In the CP he was on the 'recommended list' for the London District Committee. It meant he would be elected. Would start a climb through the CP heirarchy during the period of its terminal decline. The 'recommended list' was given to delegates at the two yearly district congress by the out going committee members and contained the names of all those they thought should be elected to the new committee by the delegates. This didn't mean that the names on the list were the only ones running in the election. Far from it and all who ran wanted to be on the 'recommended list'. Throughout the congress, over the three days, individuals and delegations of delegates would besiege the Elections Preperations Committee argueing against someone on the list and for somebody not on it. The EPC was one of two standing committees that ran in conjunction with the congress. The other was the Resolutions Committee that organised the compositing of resolutions, amendments to reports and speakers in debate. The membership of both the committees was a mix of appointees from the outgoing district committee and delegates elected by the branches after faction mobilisations. In a climate of distrust the EPC became the battle ground. A simple majority vote of the EPC decided if someone stayed on the 'recommended list' or not. Smears and lies about peoples lives and their politics were liberally spread around the EPC. No other party, except the Tories were so vicious in their leadership elections, nor the outgoing leadership so determined to perpetuate themselves. The Chair of the EPC would make periodic reports to the delegates about any changes they had made to the 'recommended list'. As soon as they'd finish knots of people would form, a soft murmer of voices checking the progress or not of their preference. The last afternoon of the congress was spent in 'closed session' and, after the accounts were presented, was devoted to the election of the new leadership. A final report of the EPC was given to delegates along with the final 'recommended list'. Then a strange thing happened. Delegates formed in an orderly queue for the microphone chatting in comradely tones to those in front and behind them and once at the lectern proceeded to spend their allotted two minutes addressing the delegates and denouncing each other with uncomradely words. Personal animosity would occassionally pepper the denunciations to the vocal chagrin of the faction whose member was being pilloried. The recommended list always carried. If not in total then with only one name changed. A more or less fool proof way of ensuring your succession and perpetuation. Blunt had been put on the recommened list because of his trades union activity. He had been elected Chair of the Greater London Division of NUPE. Had a presence in left and trades union politics that couldn't be ignored. Not even by his ideological opposition, The Tankies. They got their nick-name from the Soviet tanks entering Prague in '68 and still being unable or unwilling to criticise their Soviet comrades for doing it. It was after all, 'real existing socialism' to be defended against the vote of the people. After the uprising of the 17th June The Secretary of the Writers Union Had leaflets distributed in the Stalinallee Stating that the people Had forfeited the confidence of the government And could win it back only By redoubled efforts. Would it not be easier In that case for the government To dissolve the people And elect another? The Solution Bertold Brecht Blunt was being pigeon-holed as a trades union activist and leader. His other involvements, director of a community cinema, the worker writer movement and environmental campaigning, his cultural roundedness, were being forgotten and left behind by all but him. He thought he was in love again. Her name was Jill Allison. The love didn't last long. Six months. But this time it left him a father. A natural father. A weekend father. Jill couldn't keep his love but had a child from him instead. It wasn't until she was pregnant that he realised he wanted a child but by then he had already really fucked up. A friend of Jill, Agnes had caught his eye and he did not demour when she made an advance. A one night stand would make him a weekend father. Blunt kept up his contact with Rosamund his daughter and tried to build a relationship. He attempted to rationalise the situation with criticism of the nuclear family and intellectualised that he was trying to achieve a new way of raising children. His own experience of childhood had poisoned the concept of the nuclear family and what sociological studies of the family he had read since had confirmed his distaste. But the situation was not ideal. In time she would call another 'Dad'. Quite rightly so. Blunt would not be the man who raised her, gave her constant support and love. The most he would be able to offer was a distant supportive back-stop if she ever needed one. An added twist to this saga in his life was Jill's surname also being his mothers maiden name. A daughter and mother with the same surname. 'Freudian or what?', he would think from Rosamund's birth on. To bring an extra touch of the coincidental at important times in Blunts life, his own mother and the mother of his child also had the same first name initial. Jill had known of Blunts mothers existance before they had met. She had received a letter addressed to J. Allison. Every J. Allison throughout Britain received the letter. It was from David, Blunts brother, searching for his birth mother. Odd the ways of families, births and coincidence. Then it hit him. Hard. The multiple sclerosis had relapsed big time and parasthesia was not the signifier of this relapse. A psychological storm engulfed him. By turns Blunt was euphoric or depressed. Became needy and demanded a lot of emotional support from his flat mates. They didn't know what was happening to him and became quite frightened. Thought he was going mad. For the next twenty years, till his diagnosis, Blunt would almost think the same. Not questioning 'friends' who jokingly/seriously told him he was paranoid or schizoid and judged their relationship and their way of being to him accordingly. He, like them, was caught up in the Cartesian idea of the seperation of mind from body. A 16th century idea that had since become 'common sense' with the assiduous promotion of the monotheistic religious heirarchies. It fitted their world view. Only later, following his diagnosis was Blunt to discover Spinoza. In one of those moments of serendipity, Blunt was researching his disease on the Net visiting sites on MS and neurology. During a break reading the daily paper he came across a review of a new book on Spinoza by a neurologist. There it was. A 17th century Jew in Amsterdam, Spinoza had postulated the idea that the mind was predicated on the body in stark difference to Descartes. Two centuries before Darwin, Spinoza had proposed that the starting point for thinking about the nature of what it is to be human should be physiological - that environment as well as breeding determined the person. Unlike the Catholic Church's embrace of Decarte, Spinoza was attacked by organised religion. He was excommunicated from his Jewishness for refusing to change his view and genuflect to ignorance. His major works were only published after his death. The church, synogoge and mosque will always try to stiffle new knowledge that questions their dogmas, Blunt thought. But truths can't be caged, they can make even granite porous and seep their way through to recognition. Knowledge like life will find a way. Like Blunt, his flat mates didn't understand this then. They became more distant, wary around him and demanded he leave. He didn't go quietly but ensured that everybody left the flat. That they became fragmented. From then on Blunt would live on his own. The relapse lasted three months before remission set in. Re-myelation was disguising the physical symptoms, the parasthesia lessened to the odd occassion. Emotionally he was more stable. From here he would continually question his sanity. Thatcher had been elected and within three years she had taken the country to war. Cynically using the stupidity of the Argentinian Generals invasion of the Falklands to ensure her another massive majority at the next general election. The offers, via America, of Argentinian withdrawl ignored and deliberately scubbered with the Belgrano. Thatcher the milk snatcher become Angel of Death. The Miners got a hammering. As in the Falklands war, Thatchers preparations were impeccable. Stockpiles of coal stockpiled; small ports and wharfs around the country identified for coal imports; police exercises for civil disorder stepped up; agent provocateurs trained; Money found for police overtime; fleets of trucks put in place; Scargill monstered in the Antipodean Neanderthal's press - made Other. Blunt thought it obvious two months into the strike that the Miners were on a loser. Sympathy and solidarity in bucket loads of cash and kind from the poorest in Britain would sustain the strike for a year, but it would not be enough. All those driven into unemployment and poverty by Thatchers policies were supporting the miners, wanting an end to 5 years of her rule, but a fatal democratic flaw in the Miners case and a split had been exposed. They had walked out without a vote, provoked, and Nottingham stayed in. Without the vote and with a split it was made impossible to win wider strike action from other trades unionists. Some used it as an excuse to hide their right wing politics behind, but most recognised a problem of democratic legitimacy. The dockers came out on strike for a while but were forced back by a combination of Thatchers new trades union laws and a timid union leadership scared of sequestration and loss of funds. She of course played it for all it was worth, widening the split between miner and miner, miner and public. The miners singing, “Here we go. Here we go. Here we go.” in hope of victory at the start of the strike, was for Blunt but the sad foretelling of the end of their communities and way of life. The CP supported the strike throughout, but their own split was working its way to a climax with the Miners strike as backdrop. It was incapable of giving the political leadership to the strike that was needed and rescuing its democratic legitimacy and widening the support. How the Establishment loved that. It did its best in the circumstance. The Hackney CP had managed to get the Oakdale colliery in South Wales formally twinned with Hackney Council. Securing a room in the Town Hall as a base for miners to come and organise support. The London District full timers, Tankies or 'professional revolutionaries' had been running a membership scam in Hackney leading up to the next London District Congress, hoping it wouldn't be noticed during the strike. The scam started 2 months after Blunt had passed on the responsibility of party membership in Hackney to another comrade while he took over the role of Chairperson. The London full timers, with their allies in the borough had been trying to inflate the membership with fictitious names in the branches under their control. A crude and crass attempt to increase the number of delegates to the District Congress. Hackney was the centre of the Euros faction, of the nine branches in borough, three were controlled by the Tankies and the borough sent the greatest number of delegates to the Congress. But they underestimated the tenacity of a woman. Planning, a petite and pretty Dylan fan, who had her in mind when he wrote 'All I Really Want To Do', had become incendiary at the attempt to subvert the Party's democratic process. A national trades union official, CP branch secretary and Euro, she waged a relentless campaign demanding that the London party release the fictitious names and addresses to the Hackney membership organiser. The full timers prograstinated, mumbled bureaucratic platitudes about everything being above board. Then they were stuffed. Nothing annoyed her more, hardened her resolve than being brushed off, ignored, lied to She kept at her investigations. For a while in the eighties a group of friends, allies and occassional lovers, all Euros, lead the Hackney CP. Browne, a tall, gawky and not quite coordinated Cambridge graduate was the Secretary. Planning was his partner. The group would spend holidays in France and Italy and Greece together, building trust and knowledge. Blunt told Planning once, while they were sheltering from a storm in Perugia, watching an old and dubbed print of 'Nashville' in a leaky cinema, that what she had done had historic consequences. She, demoured not being the type to let arrogance corrode her achievements, but it was obvious in her eye that she was proud of her own tenacity and the actions that flowed from it. Planning was a member of the National Executive Committee and placed a report before them. It freaked them out. The depth of the Tankies deception and subversion, that their opposition to policy wasn't just theoretical but organisational and could succeed if not stopped, freaked them out. The EC had to act. Had no option, and ordered a full investigation into the membership in Hackney. They received the report weeks before the London District Congress. Every detail of Planning's indictment had been proved and the democractic legitimacy of the delegates to the London District Congress impossible to sustain. The first day of the District Congress would indeed be historic. It was being held in County Hall and McLennan, the General Secretary of the CPGB made an opening statement saying the Congress could go ahead but there would be no election for a new District Committee. The next four hours were mayhem. The Tankies were fuming, violent with their opposition. Their deviousness had been exposed and made very public. No compromise was possible when McLennan had told the delegates the EC's position. Democratic centralism ruled and you accepted your leaders directions. Blunt had already made his views clear. 'If Communists were prepared to subvert the democratic process in their own organisation, what is their practise in other organisations of the peope?' He didn't need the constraints of democratic centralism to agree with the EC's position. After the four hours of shouting and abuse, Ivan a long time political enemy of Blunt's who worked for the same borough council and always tried to undermine his ideas and activity, moved “Next Question.” “Thats it”, was Blunts immediate and vocal response. McLennan closed the Congress and led the majority from County Hall. Solly Kaye, an old Jewish comrade from the East End, didn't think the majority should leave without letting the rump know what their feelings were. He jumped on a table - seventy years old and so hyped he really jumped - and resurrected his Stepney street corner rhetoric and emotion. Solly exploited the heightened feelings from four hours tension and after two sentences the majority let out a roar, turning tension into noise as a material force. The roar was so loud it stunned the Tankies into the silence of fear for their political future. The EC appointed the National Organiser Ian Mckay as temporary District Secretary. A sharp and proper Scot, warm but bone thin, rigid and unbending in his opposition to anti-democratic activity. Blunt called in sick at work, claimed he fell from the vehicle damaging his back and took eight weeks industrial injury to help with the reorganisation of the London Party. A hectic time, full of the blur of activity. Fifteen/sixteen hour days were common while the branches were contacted, meetings arranged, speakers organised, funds secured and campaigns maintained. Like Hephaestus, Blunt toiled. The Smith of Greek myth with the power of volcanoes. Physically there was some resemblance. The beard and powerful neck, both squat and broad chested. Lame as well. Hephaestus' father Zeus, had made him lame when he threw him out of Olympus for taking his mother's, Hera's side, in a family arguement. For Blunt it was the MS. Slowly and explorably after each relapse the demyelation would get nearer to the area of his central nervous system that controlled and transmitted impulses to his legs. The occassional scratch to his left toes nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing to consider medical. Like Blunt's back and the door-jamb scratching. Behind their rough hewn exteriors and their high foreheads were subtle and inventive spirits. Not often recognised but Smiths non the less. Zeus' thunderbolts and the arrows of love for Eros came from the forge that Hephaestus organised. Blunts temper could come like thunderbolts out of the blue, but that was usually forgiven as his organisation skills came to the fore. In his rugby days, the scrum half who tended the cauldron of the scrum and the setter up of geometric patterns as sharp as arrows for the backs. The reverberations from the actions of the EC were felt throughout the communist world. It even appeared as an item on the agenda of the Politburo of the Communist Party of the Soviet Union. The item wasn't spoken to, merely noted. A bi-polar power has more important items to discuss than the implosion of a tiny CP in a second-string world player. The schism was deep. Religious imagery or words like schism would always come to Blunt when thinking about that time. The fervour, fundamentalism and messianic language of the Tankies seemed to engender it. The Euro's had a few headbangers themselves. Those caught up in the heightened emotions of the moment. The Tankies had regrouped around the Morning Star, the daily paper of the CP, and it was about to be hijacked, used as a campaigning tool against the EC. Blunt had never been enamoured of it, he had only sold it out of a warped sense of duty. It was no more than a glorified campaign sheet for the trades union movement. A strike here, a resolution there. Its economism and sycophancy towards the Soviet Union could be sickening. To maintain the initiative, the EC called a Special National Congress. Blunt had thought that he would be returning to driving for the local authority after the situation in London had settled, continue his battle with the personable but fundamentally wrong Ivan. Continue campaigning for the miners and loving Sarah. Sarah was the daughter of a preacher man, and every story Blunt had heard about the daughters of preacher men were true. She was them all, from Madonna to Whore and he loved her for it. Bright, laughing and petite, he had met her on a sponsored bike ride from Hackney to Wales raising money for the miners of Oakdale. They had immediately seen bed in each others eyes. It didn't last long, a slow grumbling relapse was making him to intense in his desire for the love to succeed. The EC had other ideas on Blunts time. He was asked to give up his job and get paid to be the logistics hub for the Special National Congress. He agreed to it readily. Nothing easier than organising an event where people wanted to be. Even if those people can be the most cantakerous, opinionated and passionate Britain can produce. That was just it, that was why he enjoyed working with them. They were excessively passionate and exceedingly brave with their beliefs and actions, convinced they could change the world with their words and deeds. And that the CP was THEIR vehicle for achieving it. They wanted to be there. See their politics triumph. Some were to be disappointed and demonised their erstwhile comrades, “Traitor!” Burying himself in the detail of some easy work for a while helped with his grief at the loss of Sarah. They had lasted four months together, a slight improvement on his usual pattern of three months. Rosamund was growing and starting to remember him from the weekend before. The exuberance and glee at the new she radiated lifted him. He was hoping the routine, the weekly fun and a childs generosity could give rise to a new pattern in his life. Blunts stress levels were increasing and the MS didn't mind. The rogue prions could come out to rumble and play at de-myelation. By the end of the Special National Congress, the delegates had expelled the leading Tankies, reaffirmed the CP's committment to humanism and pluralism but had not jettisoned democratic centralism. Blunt could live with the outcome and was pleased with the success of the logistics, but he was out off a job. He applied to be a full-timer with the new London District Committee and was appointed political worker in a young team, some of whom were inspiring. Carol was there, the only person from the Deanery Blunt had kept any contact with, and the Bermondsey Beagle Boys. Noddy, Stealth and Mark. Browne had been appointed the London District Secretary, the worst nightmares of the Tankies had come true. Their nemesis was now their leader and the Euros were in the ascendency in London. The small team tried to help and re-energise London's demoralised membership with patchy success. Some of the branches just withered, some defected en masse and joined the Tankies. Yet others flourished, their politics vindicated, free from the internal struggle and with a new confidence to engage the wider world. But it was a diminished party. Fun times and sad times. Always busy times. Blunts and the Party's enemy was easily defined now the internal battle had taken a decisive turn. Thatcher. The miners had gone back to work. Their banners and bands led them and their communities back to the pits in organised retreat. Proud that they had fought. Proud but defeated. They still held the sympathy of the poor and unemployed but solidarity lay passive. The entire coercive apparatus of the state had been unleashed against the mining communities and their supporters for a whole year. Depression set in, long-term unemployment got longer, wages shrunk, poverty deepened and Britain was being reshaped in the image of greed. Being blanketed in Thatchers lie riven rhetoric. “There is no such thing as society, ” is a lie and that in believing it is the way to madness. The world still clung, ever hopeful in its will, to some optimism. Gorbachov was attempting what seemed mission impossible. The reform of the Soviet Union. The CPSU had declared the Cold War over. It kept Blunt going. It seemed to him as if the threat of nuclear annihilation was receeding, at least for a while and that Communist Parties were reformable. Mark died. Short in stature he always stood big. Witty, eloquent, inspiring. Proud and confident in his Queerness. Aids did for him. When he was diagnosed HIV+, Mark searched his memory for a while to try and discover who had passed it on. Fantasing about his revenge. He gave it up, didn't dwell on it. He would not warp himself, his generosity of spirit and openness, nor narrow the rest of his life's horizon to extracting blame. Inspirational till his death at 24 and the new London party was diminished some more. The atmosphere in the office became dour. Blunt's grief for Mark was short lived. He was in love again. The loss of a friend could not compete. An intelligent, laughing, petite redhead had come to him. Stunning. Eve. It lasted three months and the multiple sclerosis fucked him up big time. They had known each other for a while, but Blunt had kept his distance thinking she was to volatile a Scot. The red hair a warning, despite her being the woman of his dreams. While the love lasted Blunt was in bliss but the break up was traumatic. He had gone nuts. The rogue prions attacking his myelin disrupted his psychology and he became needy again. Wouldn't accept the no, accept the end of his bliss. Started stalking her. Not out of malice but from the regression that MS caused in this psyche. His mother's leaving home when he was only a child of four had left him with a deep and hidden flaw that re-surfaced during a severe relapse. He petrified the woman of his dreams. Blunts work was badly affected and the atmosphere in the London CP's office, recovering slowly from Mark's death, deteriorated again. His colleagues kept there distance, spoke in hushed tones while making glances his way. “He was like this in the Deanery when we were flatmates. Weepy and needy. His vibes changed the feelings in a room when ever he entered. From good to bad. What he's doing to Eve is disgraceful, ” CC whispered. “What are we going to do? It can't go on like this.” Browne came up with the idea, “I think he is going through a nervous breakdown. We could ask him to attend therapy and offer to pay for it. See if it helps” Noddy was astounded. “He won't wear that. To new and alternative for him. I can't see counselling being part of his world view. He was a union activist after all. Its been wages and conditions for him not personal growth. Get rid of him.” He was young, personable and eager to change the world and anyone over thirty was in the way. Noddy always felt slightly embarrassed around heightened emotion and weepy men. Would prefer not to be in the vicinity. Full of potential, he brought new ways of organising which were engaging people in political activity against Thatcher for the first time. Much welcomed by Blunt. Unfortunately Noddy's arrogance about his organising ability blinded him occassionally and he still judged people by how they dressed or spoke, and not by what they said or did. Browne was sharp, “Your wrong about Blunt. He may be blunt in word and name, but his politics are fully rounded not just trades union economistic or party organisational. Find out who Hephaestus was. We are not going to repeat the sort of behaviour the previous regime used in dealing with stress related problems amongst its full-timers. If its agreeable, CC and I will talk to him about counselling. He'll listen to you CC. He always has.” They all agreed. Noddy accented, not afraid to change his views if put right. He would have to get to know Blunt better if people cared for him so much. He started with Hephaestus. Browne didn't realise how close he was to understanding Blunt's situation. He had identified stress as a causal agent to a relapse, but was still Cartesian in thinking, 'its all to do with the mind'. Blunts disease was physiological and could express itself both psychologically and physically. Rogue prions would be activated, a relapse initiated by stress and over strong emotions. The prions, small parts of proteins that are integral to the bodies auto-immune system, had been made rogue, changed their physiology. Prions that were suppossed to look after the myelin were now attacking it, killing the axions protective sheath. The early stages of an MS relapse are characterised by psychological distrubances and Blunt would shape-shift, change his presence and vibe. If it had happened on a stage, he would have been named 'Actor'. As it was he was named 'Nuts'. So he attended therapy. A waste of time and a waste of money. Do the Jungian thing - search for supressed childhood memories and fears that may be determining his actions today. Release them and find a new self to meet the world with. Cul-de-sacs of Cartesian nonsense. But remission set in as the counselling was under way, perpetuating the myth of mind over matter and disquising the true disease and cause of Blunts strangeness. The stress levels eased and the talking with the Counsellor about his past may have helped but he never got to the point of his mother leaving home. The stalking stopped and a deep shame that he could act so outlandishly set in. Blunt was feeling more stable and cancelled the therapy. When he did so, a comrade on the district committee had the gall to ask Blunt whether he had spoken with the therapist about the situation in the London Communist Party. He was suspicious that Blunt would be giving away confidentialities. Even secrets! What secrets? Blunt left the London Party. The Eastern District had lost their District Secretary and needed another. Blunt applied, the only one and so was appointed. He was still being seen as a builder, an enabler. The final few months working for the London Party and his distruptive behaviour had not destroyed his reputation. Compromised it, but not destroyed it. He was the sole full timer surrounded by a sea of volunteers. A friendly, open group of people who accepted him without reservation. The District was big. Not in membership but in geographical area. From Kings Lynn in the north, to Dagenham in the south. East Anglia, and four of the London Boroughs. Blunt travelled a lot for meetings and organising. He discovered the gentle beauties of Norfolk's and Suffolk's landscapes and seascapes. Constable country. Blunt had never liked Constable. Thought his work romanticised the country life. He rendered the landscape well enough for chocolate boxes, but throughout his working life the Enclosure Acts were stealing the common lands from the poor for the rich. Forcing the commoner, those dependent on the commons for grazing their animals and coppicing, off the land and into abject poverty. Blunt had never seen a Constable landscape that addressed this conflict despite Suffolk witnessing some of the most brutal forced exclusions. Murder by hanging was not uncommon and the lash on the back well known. What he saw in Constable instead was a reactionary idealisation, the making of an idyll where the farm worker was happy with his lot and the landlord was benign. That the then rural life was as it had always been and always would be. Is the natural order of things. The brooding clouds the only hint, an abstracted and nigh impossible hint, that brutality was in the air and in the soil. Constable's patrons, the people who paid him to paint, were the landlords who benefitted from the enclosures. He was painting to order and acting as propagandist in spreading a lie that festers still. The one time Blunt had appreciated a Constable, had been the Haywain montaged into a Cruise Missile launcher on a poster for CND by Kennard. Blunts views on Constable had shocked a few of his comrades until he had recited an old nursery rhyme that they were suprised to remember from their childhoods. They hang the man and flog the woman Who steals the goose from off the Common; But let the greater criminal loose Who steals the Common from the goose. Suffolk Nursery Rhyme The Party was ageing. The average age in the Eastern District was forty-four. 'Its the young that change the world and not the middle-aged or retired', Blunt had said once. In the two years he was there all he managed to achieve was a slowing of the haemorrhaging of members. The new were replacing only those that left and not those that died. The hours he put in, the energy he expended, the cajoling, the pleading couldn't win more activity from people already stretched to their maximum. Thatcher had imposed the Poll Tax and campaigns in opposition started up throughout East Anglia. The CP was extended beyond its capabilities yet managed to put some energy and people into the campaign. Enough to gain a little influence and try to develop a broad coalition of forces to fight Thatcher as best they could. He'd met sweet Marian at a New Years Eve party as the clock struck midnight. He had gate crashed the party with a friend. The next morning was not a one-night stand, instead the start of a new affair and he thought he was in love again. Gorgeous. Honest and straight she worked as an arts administrator and she loved him. He wanted it to work and he genuinely thought he loved her. The electricity in her touch exciting, getting the endorphins going and flooding the brain with happiness. Happy enough to meet her mother. Spring came and went but summer never arrived. Blunts pattern had become so entrenched that even the love of sweet Marian couldn't change it. He was cruel, broke her heart when he broke it off as he always did. Pushing away those he loved before they could leave him as his mother did when he was 4 and 5. That love was to be beaten by his father. He could never acknowledge this. Would never recognise that he was scared of being loved. That it would hurt him, not bring care and deep friendship that he craved for his life. The MS was raging when he split from Marian. The stress of the work, the self imposed responsibilities and his failings with the emotions of love had made for a low level growler of a relapse that occassionally flared spectacular. “This is about me. Not you.” He had said not knowing that it meant a relapse of the MS and stormed from her flat. For ever embarrassed. He'd spent all the money that Eastern District had had and it was time to move on again. Blunt would take with him a feeling of being respected and liked, leaving behind fewer enemies than usual and having made fruitful acquiantance with science at last. Cyril Drake, a chemist had turned his head to its beauties. The maths, the bed rock was not comprehended. He wouldn't make a scientist. The best he could do was to read the popular scientific magazines. Gain some insight, or more usually be agog at the splendours in blue that are Neptune and Uranus, the curve trace left by a quark or the complexity in a virus. With Cyril's direction, Blunt got hold of 'Order out of Chaos' by Prigogine and Stengers. The formulae to the '2nd Law of Thermodynamics' was beyond him but the prose gave him insights into stasis, flux, inertia and the chemical clock. A physicist he met a few years later became very upset with Blunt, when he said, “Chemistry is the coming science. Physics is in crisis, stuck between the Big Bang and the Singularity, looking to metaphysics for answers. Chasing strings through worm holes into another universe, into an n'th dimension.” Blunt had never meant to rubbish the achievements of physics and Physicists, they've helped make us what we are, he just wanted to question unified field theory. The Theory of Everything. The Physicist thought him nuts. Another theoretical physicist in pursuit of Physics' Holy Grail said it was like looking for; “An equation an inch long that would allow us to read the mind of God” Michio Katu Language can make scientists into poets but still be wrong. And there is nothing wrong in being wrong when searching for truth. It eliminates a line of enquiry. Truth only becomes wrong when anybody who thinks they have found it, tries to impose their version of truth on others while not letting them test it. Blunt had been asked to apply for the Welsh Secretary's job. He applied and went through a farce of an interview process. He was the only candidate. The organisation was accelerating in its terminal decline and Blunt wasn't thinking right despite his decline being at a slower rate. He was starting to think that the only reason he was now a national political leader, albeit of a nation of 2 million, was because of the decline of the party and that it had a smaller group of cadres to choose from. That he was the best of a second-rate group. His wilful refusal to address his problem, the refusal to accept he had a problem, was starting to affect his confidence. Blunt lost his daughter for Wales. Rosamund had asked him not to go. The chance to be there, in the land of his fathers and outdo his father, had defeated the love of his child. Wales was not a good place to be poor in the late eighties and early nineties. There were only two pits left working in South Wales after the strike of '84. The intellectual level of the people suffered. The Miners Institutes, hothouses of learning and intellectual pursuit, the social centres of the mining communites from the thirties till the seventies and eighties, had fallen into decline and disrepair. They were mostly vandalised wrecks or sold off by the time Blunt arrived in Wales. The poverty was horrendous. A mining village, Maerdy, famous around the world as Little Moscow, was harder hit than most. Maerdy was in the Rhondda Fach, the smaller of the two Rhondda Valley's, on the B4277 road. A one road, minor road village. While the pit was alive the community lived. An old cliche that sprung to Blunts mind at his first meeting there, yet true all the same. Everybody knew everbody's business. The comradery engended in the dangerous working conditions underground, each looking after each others back, extended to the surface and the miners families and community. Everybody looked out for everybody. A persons privacy sacrificied for the collective wellbeing. And it worked. Respect for each other, irrespective of gender or age was palpable in the air. A years strike had left the people of Maerdy surviving on health sapping foods. Obese making foods. The salt and sugar saturated processed foods. The cheapest foods. But still clinging to their self-respect. Then the pit was closed. The only employer. The only generator of income taken from them. Their reason for being gone. Within six months shops were being shut and houses deserted, the windows smashed and vandalised, then boarded up. Long rows of houses and shops windowless, lightless and lonely. Respect died and heroin came calling with the false promise of a way to dull the despair. Crime mushroomed. The streets of Maerdy became dangerous and domestic violence entered the home. Despair had set in. Blunts hatred of Thatcher, the Tories, a class, became personal. No longer the coldly intellectual analysis and critique of their policies. More a visceral loathing of a class who had no regard for working people but instead thought them Other, sub-human, a unit of production to be dispossed of by the scrap merchant. Saddam invaded Kuwait. Thatcher went to America and handbagged the first Bush. War. And America would gain a long sought for military presence in the Middle East in support of its ally Israel. The CP oppossed the war of course. The Russians were in no state to oppose it. Gorbachov had lost control of the centrifugal forces he had unleashed and they spun out of control. 'Real existing socialism' collapsed and the Berlin Wall dissolved as mist. Epoch making times as “we gazed upon the chimes of freedom flashing” Chimes of Freedom Bob Dylan The euphoria at seeing the Berlin wall fall, an idea become a material force, didn't last long. Saddam saw to that. The bi-polar world was no more and America, the hype-power, was now in position to try and impose 'full spectrum domination' across the globe. Saddam, their erstwhile ally against the Iranians, had given them the opportunity to impress and intimidate all with the most advanced weaponry the world had ever seen. Non of the western governments had done anything about Saddams gassing of the Kurds in Halabja. The opposite was true. Britain and America had secretly been helping the secular Ba'ath regime in Baghdad. Supplying the chemicals for the bombs. Iraq was to important to them in destabilising its neighbour, Islamist Iran, until oil was at stake. The time of the Energy Wars were upon us, but Thatcher had gone. Between her handbagging of the first Bush and the start of operation 'Desert Storm' she had been ousted by her own, the ones who were “one of us”, and replaced by the man who wore his Y-fronts outside his trousers. The Poll Tax did for her. A heavy defeat in the local elections, riots and the Establishment remembering 600 years of history and the Peasants Revolt in 1381, did for her. Blunts optimism took a lift. Popular opposition was starting its long trek back to activity. The Welsh CP, though only a fraction of its size from the fifties still carried forward respect and support from broad sections of the population. Had a place in the collective memory of Wales that no other CP in Britain could claim from their respective populations. But it would all have to go and the assets passed on to any organisation that suceeded it Blunt had come to the conclusion, after a lot of thinking, that the changes going on in the world and the challenges they represent; the advent of new technologies; the developments towards globalisation; the rise and dominance of trans-national conglomerates; the degredation of the environment; the growth in identity politics; the complexity and diversity of civil and political society; could not be met or resolved in the interests of the worlds poor by any of the existing political parties. Even the CP. Politics could no longer be based solely on class. Or that every struggle had to be evaluated, be supported or not, by its relation to the 'class struggle'. That the fight against racism and sexism and for an inclusive society had to take second place to the mantra of class struggle. Or in the words of some old Tankie, “when we get socialism, racism and sexism will disappear.” Tell the Russians that. What was needed now was a 'new political formation'. A formation that did away with heirarchal structures representative of military organisation. It is a trueism that there are leaders and led, but how do the led decide who their leaders are? By patronage of the leaders as in democratic centralism or with the spending of vast amounts of money that leaves the field open only to the rich like the American system? Neither. It will be one that represents the aspirations, desires and interests of the poor and exploited peoples in a complex and diverse world. A political formation that is loose, lets individuals or groups come and go as their interests wax or wane but that is influenced by those interests; allows space for initiative, develops new ways of imagining and whose range of possibilities will not be defined or confined by capital's neoliberalism or the now defunct and failed state socialism. It will be a formation that respects the autonomy of individuals and the differences within its constituent parts and yet that can still respond quickly to events. That marries the intellect to the will to act for the common good. A new start to history not it's end. In some of the words of the Zapatistas Fourth Declaration of the Lacondon Jungle: “A new lie is being sold to us as history. The lie of the defeat of hope, the lie of the defeat of dignity, the lie of the defeat of humanity....In place of humanity, they offer us the stock market index. In place of dignity, they offer us the globalisation of misery. In place of hope, they offer us emptiness. In place of life, they offer us an International of Terror. Against the International of Terror that neoliberalism represents, we must raise an International of Hope. Unity, beyond borders, languages, colors, cultures, sexes, strategies and thoughts, of all those who prefer a living humanity. The International of Hope. Not the bureaucracy of hope, not an image inverse to, and thus similar to, what is annihilating us. Not power with the a new sign or new clothes. A flower, yes, that flower of hope.” Blunt put his ideas to the last congress he would ever attend. When it finished in November 1991 so did the CP. A new organisation replaced it called Democratic Left but Blunt had left. He would spend the next 10 years trying to establish himself as a photographer and fail. And signing on.
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